Been in this weird phase lately.

In an obscure way, I’m happy about it, but then again I find myself questioning why or how I got here. I’m getting stuff done, I’m semi-on top of things, but just not quite there yet. It’s like I know something big is coming, but I just can’t take the anticipation any longer. I’m waiting on something and I don’t know what it is either. It’s distracting. Thus, the reason why I’m semi-on top of things is because I know I’m not fully focused on what I want to do/should do.

I’m on this roller coaster I can’t control. All I can do is choose wisely and build from there. Keep moving forward, keep pressing on. I have my hopes and I have my doubts, but in the end I know it’ll work out just fine.

I’m content.

Yeah.

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